Failure At Normalcy

I don’t know why but I have always failed at anything remotely associated with normalcy.

People ask us to be normal, live normal lives and do normal things.

But what is normal?

Honestly, I don’t know. What could be normal for some peeps are not normal to others. How do we then define what is normal?

I don’t think I can be normal, y’know? Granted, I view things differently but in my world, that is nothing but normal. Am I supposed to look at things the same ways people expect me to? Am I supposed to conform to how other people view normalcy? Am I supposed to be like most people to be accepted as normal?

I don’t know. I seriously don’t know.

What I know is that I need to change the way I live my life. I have to or I face losing everything that matters to me.

If I need to change who I am to protect the people I love, I’d gladly do it. For it is because of them that I am who and what I am in the first place. If I need to get rid of the very traits that made me Ivan Omar to keep the people I love, I’d do it in a heartbeat.

Is that normal?


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