It's Time Again!

I don't know why I have this unenviable habit of moving from one place to another, generally speaking. It could be work, houses or whatever but I seem to be moving all the time.


If you have moved as much I have, you would know how tiring it is. I have been moving from one place to another since I was young and just when you think I need some semblance of stability, I'm moving again!

Sigh...

At times, I ask myself why I am addicted to moving. And every time, I get the same answer: I easily get bored. I need to be continuously challenged and as soon as I feel that life is about to turn into a comfort zone, I program myself to move and do something. It’s not by choice all time; in fact, mostly, an internal part of me triggers whenever such things happen.

And yes, it is that time again when I need to move. This time, the movement that I am hoping for has far reaching consequences and one that I am hoping to change how I look at ‘stability’. I am currently waiting for final confirmation on this move and should things go as planned, I will be away from home for a year or two.


But I think I really need to do this. I need to go far to find my footing once again and come home. I know it’s hard to grasp what I’m saying here but suffice to say, to be home, I need to go far. While nothing is carved in stone just as yet, I am staying positive and believe that this life-changing journey to find myself will soon become a reality.

I submit myself to the Benevolent and hope that He will continue to bless with me with the right mind to make the right decisions, drastic they may be. That is the only thing I can do right now.

Pray. And hope.

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