MidnightWee Hours Ramblings

Here I am again, in the wee hours of the morning, unable to sleep, a million thoughts running amok all over my brain and wondering what happened to My Small Baby.

Anyways, I seriously don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me. Besides this really sick habit of staying up late and/or being forced to wake up at the mist ungodly of hours, my subconscious mind is also thinking of the most trivial of things such as needing to have a hair cut badly!

On the flipside, being the supposedly intelligent dude that I am, I can’t help but think about the stupid things I have done in my life and despite being intelligent - I know I am and so do you! - I am guilty of a having lots of them. And why the fuck am I thinking as such? I don't fuckin' know dude! Maybe it’s because in a couple of weeks, we’re gonna bid adieu to 2008 and welcome 2009 and I am hoping I'll be able to stop commiting the most stupid of mistakes.

What does 2009 have in store for me? I don’t know but all we can really do is hope for the best. Of course, hoping is not going to be good enough; one needs to build the building blocks to even qualify to hope. One can’t just expect the best things to happen to them without having done something to have that expectation. Yes, at times, we get lucky but how many of us get lucky all the time?

Life is already complicated as it is. For anyone to think that because you had a bad 2008 guarantees a good 2009 is so wrong. Similarly, if you had a blast in 2008 and expect it to continue, better do something to ensure this or you will be very disappointed.

So 2009 is coming. I’m gonna be a year older and hopefully, a year wiser. I have most of the things I covet in life already and it’s high time the kid in me starts growing up to a certain degree. Oh, I will always be a kid but more often than not, instead of getting the best out of being one, I tend to go the opposite attraction.

I have also decided that come 2009, I will give up one of the most important things in my life; maybe not totally but for the most part, yes I am giving it up. This is not something easy for me as I have been doing this for 23 years now but the time has come for me to "retire".

And as for 2009, I can only hope that my run of good life in 2008 will continue.


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