I need to change :(

At least with the way I deal with anxiety and excitement.

I have serious problems with my sleeps, more so when I am anxious and/or excited about something. Take for example yesterday's good news; I haven't slept a single second since I got the call.

And here I am forcing myself to be awake so as to survive the day. And how do I do that? By fucking drinking coffee every 10 minutes and smoking whenever I can do so! Man, I am really sick in the head :(

And I'll blame Nestle as well; we have vending machines in every nook and corner of the office and you can have as much coffee as you can, in different brews at that. I know it ain't fair to blame the company but I can't solely blame myself, now can I?

Damn! I need to sleep properly...


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