Tears and Hopes...

Last Wednesday, my small baby left for Mumbai... I was able to spend more time with her in KLIA as her flight was delayed for two hours; I know it's not enough to replace the sadness I had but at least, I got to spend extra time with her...

I am so proud of her... I am so proud at how she took everything in her stride and remained strong despite the pain I know she was going through. And seeing that strength made me strong as well and it prevented the tears from pouring down...

As I saw her passed by the immigration counter and bid my goodbye, I felt the world crashed... And on the drive back home, I wasn't able to hold the tears anymore; I cried like a baby and even had to stop the car by the side road to make sure that I would be in the right frame of mind to reach home safely...

I haven't even reached home and words couldn't express how much I missed her already and as I write this, I am seriously going insane with missing her.... To ease the pain, I sit by the veranda and gaze at the sky hoping that we would be looking at the same set of stars. To my small baby, always remember that I love you so very much

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Yesterday, I went to see a Multi-National Company for a 2nd interview and hopefully, all went well...

I am confident with my chances based on how the interview went through but having had my fair share of disappointments lately, all I would do now is just hope for the best... I pray to the Almighty Allah that He shower me with more blessings and that I secure this job...

I need this badly to boost my flagging self-esteem and more importantly, I have something my small baby can be proud of again; not that she's not proud of me right now but I just need this so bad...

I am also talking with one of the biggest Telco in the country; the appointment having been set for Tuesday... I know I am the right person for both jobs but sometimes, the most trivial of things puts a halt to my chances. Again, all I can do right now is hope and pray to God that things would work out in my favor...

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey u...

U doin ok? Take it easy alright...
The months will pass by and before you know it, she'll be back in your arms...So look forward to that.

I'm sure she appreciates the sacrifice you are making and loves you even more for it.

Hang in there...

-Fara

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